you came without warning
i didn't expect it to be like this
in a place where time goes by
just in a bliss of wind
here you come in white
and with that bright smile

i've never hated and wanted
anything in my life
as much as i had for you
it was as hard to grip tight
as it was as difficult to let go

you saw an opening
and my fault to let you see it
you took your chance
and it was my choice to let you in

i know it was a mistake
but i surrendered to what i felt
the feelings were there
and you sowed very eagerly

i let you take me
even when i know it was wrong
sometimes all i needed was company
for all the moments i felt alone

it was just a chance
for someone to not notice
that the things that they are letting go
somebody is willing to catch them fall

patiently picking up every little piece
and filling up the space that was once empty.

Random Thoughts

It's been a while since I've written any ideas here in this blog.
Not that I didn't want to...
It has always been the time where we become pre-occupied with the things around us and we forget that we need to have an output of the things that are happening around us.
Yes, life is a bit of a challenge for us but we need it. Somehow, we are contemplating too much on how we should live.
It is difficult but we don't have a choice. Rushing in just gives us the chance to make mistakes.
Mistakes happen for a reason.
I don't even know how to explain why we do it, but we tend to always do.
Why do it when you already know that from the very beginning, it is and will always be a mistake.
It's not in the matter of perspective, but an error will always be an error.
It might give us the chance to learn, however the choice is always in the palm of our own hands.
Yes. Our own hands. They say that there is no running away from fate.
Fate and Destiny. They are both much in the same page.

Heart and Mind. Can they both work together?
Decisions, decisions, decisions.
Life is what we make it.
You Only Live Once.
Fullfill it.